Thursday, April 24, 2008

Not Your Usual Heartburn

Emmaeus.

The recent death of my classmate happened to occur on April 6th, the same Sunday when the Gosepl reading was the story of the two disciples on the road to Emmaeus. Meeting Christ, they don't recognize Him, but after He reveals Himself in the breaking of the bread, they say to each other, while He was with with us, were not our hearts burning?
At any memorial service, you hear the usual words said about what a great person the decedent was, how they touched so many lives, and what an effect they had on this world. Were not our hearts burning? I think even more important is to recognize that what you are memorializing was your opportunity to recognize Christ walking on the road next to you.
We are called to live a Christ-like life and we struggle with that, but there is the opportunity to look around and see where someone else might be doing just that! Of course, as Catholics we have the Saints as our models, for which we are grateful. But even they serve to be such after their deaths. Where are the Saints-in-the-making?
Were not our hearts burning? The death of a friend, especially one so young, should cause a moment in our busy lives to stop and reflect not upon their death but upon our lives and the lessons learned from them. But don't stop there. Recognize when someone is acting as Christ right now, walking right next to you. In fact, look for it. Emmaeus is a beautiful story but in some aspect it is bittersweet since the epiphany of the disciples occurs after He left them in human form (albeit leaving the Living Bread). I ask that the Holy Spirit help me to discern that heartburn that tells me, He is present, so I am not always mourning the death of a good person and thinking were not our hearts burning.

1 comment:

Kasia said...

I've just started reading That Man Is You by Louis Evely, and he has already hit hard on how much we fail to recognize Christ all around us. I wish I could say I do better than most, but I really don't.

The book's at home right now, so I can't get the exact quote, but there was one section to the effect that it is not enough to simply apply the brakes; we also have to slow the engine. We have to reduce our speed to align with God, not keep racing by. I'm trying to take that to heart, but it's easier said than done.

I suspect there are many saints-in-the-making all around us, if only we knew how and where to look.